Soo... Yeah.

Well ladies and gentlemen... Formal Recruitment is over. This has been the cause of a LOT of unnecessary stress over the last 4 months or so... Thank God it's over. A lot of people complained about how tired they were- try me. I haven't had a break from ADPi since April. Literally. If someone decided to help, I let them. What else could I do? I was tired, stressed, behind on school, and stuck working at a job that I detest. I do what I can, but after that, I have to have help. I'm only one woman and Lord knows I'm not superwoman.

On the other end, I was awaiting a big burst of relief at the thought of it all being over... it was rather anticlimactic actually. It's over, we have beautiful amazing Alphas who are going to do wonderful things for this chapter... and I still feel very little relief. It could be because I have a LOT of paperwork left. It could be because I smile too much or wear too much pink... Either way, I have no interest in hearing your life story... (Just kidding on that last part, a bit of True Blood humor for my homies... and I know you exist.)

I HATE DIETING. IT SUCKS. I JUST WANT TO BE SKINNY AGAIN AND ABLE TO EAT AS I PLEASE. (End rant.)

What would I do without my Elijah? The answer is- Not much. Even though I'm suffering from a serious case of "down in the dumps" he is taking care of me as much as he knows how. He surprises me with Alabama attire and Fro-Yo and reminds me everyday that he loves me... And I love him for it. Seriously, this boy is my own personal Saving Grace most days. One day, we are getting married and getting a mastiff and a King Charles Spaniel... Until then, we will be content to just be together.

On happier notes: I HAVE MY LAUREN BACK!!! =D I also have a beautiful new diamond sister... Can you say do-over? Amelia is beautiful, sweet as pie, and adorable. Chartering banquet is coming up and I'm STOKED. My dress is perfection.

Until later.