Happy Medium.... And a change of medium?

So... I'm one week into my "lifestyle change". I'm going to lose 50 lbs- You watch, I can do it. The hardest part is this whole diet change causing emotional changes... I hate being on cloud nine one minute and feeling like I'm in a hole the next. That's not my personality and I don't want to be that way. Here's to hoping I will find my happy medium here soon and be SEXAHY for Delta Chi's chartering banquet next month. =)

I'm also suffering from an art block, if you will. I can't force myself to paint and I want to so so badly. I don't feel like I have any inspiration. I have an art business I want to run, and if I can't find the inspiration to paint, then there's no business right? I'm thinking I need a change of medium for a while. I'm going to switch to oil pastels for a bit and see if I can bring a bit of inspiration back. That will give me the ability to sketch and draw, rather than just painting and hoping for a good turn out.

I'm SO TIRED of wedding season and hearing that people are looking at rings, getting engaged, and wedding dress shopping! SO SO SO Tired! Ugh. Give the rest of us a break! Don't you think that I want to be ring shopping and dress shopping and planning a fabulously little beach wedding that I'm only having limited attendance at? Well mark my words- it's coming. It may not be happening as fast as I want, and that's probably for the best. After all 1/2 of all marriages end in divorce... And I don't want to be another statistic like some of these people will.

The last rant for the day? I"M SO TIRED OF BEING BROKE! ASDFJKL;! Why why why? Why is it that I work so hard and get NOWHERE?! Wanna know why? MINIMUM WAGE. That's why.

Let's go happy. I'm going to name 5 reasons I'm happy today.

1. Eli Cockrum and Kristin Teat
2. Fresh oranges. =)
3. I fixed a toilet all by myself. =)
4. KATIE'S COMING HOME!
5. PAArty this weekend? Absolutely.

LnL,
Britt